My heart's truth

I've always been so insecure about my writing. I write poetry. Well, It has no rhyme or anything, I prefer to call it my heart's truth. I've decided I'm going to share some of it. Despite it's jumbledness.

Dad
I hope some day
you'll find an old
picture of me 
and you'll still wonder
if I love strawberry milkshakes
more than life itself
or if I still request 
a pinky promise
upon agreement
and maybe you'll
wonder if I wonder
about you.

Heights
She wants to say, "I love you."
but keeps it to, "Goodnight."
because love will mean
someone falling and 
he's afraid of Heights.

White Roses
It's hard not to
fall in love 
with someone
when they see the
mixed up parts of your soul.
When they understand
the darkest and dustiest
corners of your heart.
When it's 4am and
they call because
they know you're
not asleep.

Ruined
I want to change
like the seasons.
I've longed for 
the reasons
why you left so quickly
and made me
feel as empty
as your pockets.
It's not something I
planned for,
thinking you would
go out the door
without a simple 
explanation.
Without a moments
hesitation of how
you ruined me 
for good.

Pieces
Some say people 
are fragile,
easy to break
I must disagree.
I've been cracked
and broken,
but I always
get put back 
together.
Maybe we're 
all broken
then pieced
back together.

I'm sorry
And I'm trying
so hard
to be a good
adult and wife.
I've never done anything 
like this
before.

Sorry if 
I'm emotional
or moody
or I talk 
too much.
I've never
lived with you
before.

I keep forgetting
the Internet bill
and crying in
public seems
to happen 
unexpectedly.

I'm trying
so hard
to be the woman
you fell
in love with.
I've never 
been in love
before.

Sorry if I love 
you too fiercely
but I've never
loved anyone 
so much.